You were always on my mind

So I'm back on blogger and I miss doing it and I am sorry that I couldn't deal. I'm back now to deal with all the things that I don't always deal with. Why don't we constantly deal with things? I guess because it's hard. It's easier to fall into bad habits and daydream through our respective lives. It's tough too to realize- hey I should be handling this! and realize that you just have no energy left. Then you run the risk of running yourself ragged or worse- being angry with your self for not measuring up to your own values. So you should be mindful that you don't expect too much or too little.. again.. hard. You should always endeavor to treat your self well. There are times when you can be sad, and times when you can be happy and want to party. Wherever we go though there is always the method of payment. Time, health, mental fortitude, tiredness, other people and money. I've been meditating but just recently I fell off of that wagon. I blame unrestrained joy of vacation time on that. I see writing that just now though that I cannot blame my vacation time anymore than I can blame myself for the beer that I drank. I did it or I didn't do it. So let's all stop worrying and slow down our heart rates and focus on what we love. Comics and spiritual meanderings. :)